My friend’s father died 6 months ago. Sara* and her husband came back from Paris where they were living and working, to spend his last few
months with him and have lived in his large rambling house ever since. It was a
hard decision to sell the property and all its eclectic belongings and now she
is in the midst of a huge estate sale with the house itself having sold in just a few days.
I went to visit Sara yesterday and her emotions were palpable. She stood alone, surrounded by strangers who were poking
and shuffling through her father’s shoes and shirts, opening up his closets and
sitting on his peach leather couch.
She wondered aloud if
her father might be angry that she was selling all his stuff, belongings he had
acquired over a lifetime, disappearing from sight in just 3 days. Tears welled
in her eyes as she recounted one woman trying to bargain a navy polka dot tie down
from a dollar to 50c, the brutal reality of a loved one gone and his
possessions slipping away to people unknown.
…and yet she knows, she
cannot keep all the contents of this house and the memories she has of her Dad
go much deeper than the clothing he wore. She recalls the daily phone
conversations, his sense of humor, the love he had for her and his hugs. She knows deep
down she will honor his memory by moving forward with her life plans. Sara's father will be with her in spirit wherever she goes and in the
photographs, book about Poland and the blue and yellow tie she put safely away,
to keep.
It’s very hard to let go
of the material objects that remind you of the person you have loved and lost.
But that person is more than their possessions. They live on in your
photographs, facial expressions, eye color and mannerisms, your
ethics and values, your offspring and your memories. And
these- -no one can buy, bargain with or take away.
Gilly
*names and details have been changed.
Gilly
*names and details have been changed.
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I actually think too many possessions can get in the way of memories of the person. Somehow it can drag you down if you keep too much. Lovely post.
ReplyDeleteThanks Rachel.
ReplyDeleteYes, perhaps.I think it depends how sentimental you are with your loved ones things.Then it is not about the keeping of them but about strangers having them instead. I think it was these strangers discussing the pieces that Mara's Dad had invested in, so dispassionately and sometimes critically that was very painful for her.
Gilly
I love this post. I think that we don't always know where we will find those memories and the spirit- it is not always as obvious as we think it might be- Sometimes, suddenly, the feeling that someone is with you warms you- even for just a second- and the trigger might or might not be an object.
ReplyDeleteBut, more deeply, I love the way you paid tribute to the place your friend is in right now.
Thank you Jane. Yes I agree with you, that moment where you feel a presence is often unexpected and triggered by the unexpected. On a trip to Israel I saw a mango tree on my great aunt's porch bulging with ripe fruit and felt my Dad intensely. He loved mangoes but that "warmth" was a surprise.
DeleteBeautiful post. I remember going through my mom's stuff figuring out what we would keep and what we would sell and donate. I know we aren't supposed to be materialistic, but those objects are like smells or sounds, they trigger memories and emotions. Hard to part with certain things
ReplyDeleteYes Corey, I think that's true.It's not necessarily the objects themselves that are precious,but the memories they evoke.That's why sometimes the least expensive in price are the most priceless....and those pieces are keepers for sure!
DeleteGilly